Saturday, January 11, 2014

Memories live on

My periyappa passed today. On his Birthday. At a temple. My mom's older sister's husband. I am grief stricken. So far away. Can't do anything except think about my childhood and the warm memories that flood the cold reality. I cannot be there to mourn through the ceremonies. Cannot share my grief with anyone around, because those memories are only close to me.

Like everything else, this grief too shall pass. And we will continue live. I have spent an essential part of my childhood at my periyappa's house. He is not a man of many words. His caring affection and love can only be experienced. I experienced his affection in more ways than one. I wish my kids got to know him better.

Now all we got is a few pictures of him with me and my kids. I cannot think beyond today. Today will pass too.

Tuesday, January 7, 2014

காதல்

தஹிக்கும் குளிரை
அணைக்கும் நெருப்பாய்
நிழலும் பொசுங்கும்
அனலின் சுடராய்
நிஜமாய் இருக்கும்
பொய்யின் முகமாய்
பொய்யாய் தெரியும்
உண்மை நிறமாய்
காதல் கொண்ட
பெண்ணின் மனது
அவளே கூட அறியா பொருளாய் ...