Friday, February 28, 2014

And...

2014 is already two months into and running on to March tomorrow. When I was young, I seemed to have time. Just like everyone else. I did school work, volunteered to teach, read books, played in the front yard, visited friends, went to school, did all in one day. Those days, when I had to wait for the weekend, I had to actually feel going to school for five full days. It feels different now. Its like the weekend never happens...week days neither. Clock just seems to be running out of control. Who invented the clock anyways?? Yeah Google will find an answer or Siri....no I don't need to know now. I need a break.

Its all one constant rush.

When was the last time I sat and played scrabble, anything with my kids? When was the last time I was not chasing my never ending list of to do items? Even now - the network is way too slow, the deliverable I need to post to preview is still not happening. Need to take a shower...who cares right? As long as the work gets done.

Looks like I am being consumed by work....mmm taking a step back and think? Well I do love my job - enjoy the little successes and can handle the little or major frustrations. But these past few weeks, I am numb.

 

Wednesday, February 5, 2014

Love


Passionate moments of lonely intensity
Fiery cold and biting heat
Ravenous heart filled with
Unsung music's blaring noise
Is loudest on the lonely afternoon-
Unsaid word's deepest meanings
Drifting in dangerous solitude-
Vanishes with -

A gentle breezy touch
A warm glistening look
Filled with Love.