Sunday, February 22, 2015

Granted

Some days, life cruises by you when you are still trying to figure out what exactly went swooshing by. Some weekends are gone in a flash. Like this one. I had about a million things to do. Work, go with my son to watch him play, volunteer a little bit, visit a friend recovering from surgery, do some shopping to get the house ready for March, my best friend's visit, cook lunch, complete a bunch of assignments that I had agreed to complete.

And its almost 11:15 Sunday night. I am still trying to finish up my work. But not focusing. Too distracted. Life seems sometimes so taken for granted in all aspects. I hadn't called my parents this evening, neither my sister nor my friend. Cousin yes. he tried to explain forgetting something special...we all understand. Like I said, between running around and sick kids, life swooshes by. Its OK. As long as we care.

Hadn't washed any of the cloths from all the three laundry baskets. All three of them overflowing with cloths that need washing. Hadn't planned any of the weeknight's meal or shopped for fresh veggies. (Well stocked up of frozen veggies, so they'll come in handy). We have no apples or bananas.

We drove about 250 to 300 miles this week end only, for the practices, games, scouting and volunteering. I called a few of my friends here. Visited a couple between practices and driving back home.

I didn't make time to exercise this weekend. We ate an entire day of fast food yeaterday. No veggies involved... We shopped for another round of shoes and cloths for kids. In a few hours, the morning will be here. Another week of rushing and running.

Am I taking life for granted? How long am I going to run around like this taking my parents and my immediate family for granted? Letting other folks I care about, including my kids to take me for granted?
Where is the mutual-ness (is there a word like this?) in everything? The sharing, caring and support - am I taking that too for granted?

Kural-amutham


A tiny seed started couple of years ago, shows promises of growing to be a big banyan tree to provide a shady support for treasured Thirukkural. Bay area Fine Arts Thirukkural Competition 2015.

About 230 kids and adults. I am sure more than 1330 kural recited. Recited with meaning. More than $8000 in prizes. Its all from a little seed and a lot of water. If we look at the seed as the origination of thought, the water is the volunteer energy. A completely passion fueled energy motivates the young and not so young Tamil immigrant community in the bay area to revisit a tiny book with enormous meaning. I can only compare Kural with atomic power. Its just so small, 7 words of all, one and a half sentence long.

I was lucky enough to be there for a brief period to listen to an amazing 11 year old and another amazing mom J The 11 year old recited 100 Kural with meaning. And I could discern that she had a clear understanding of what she was saying from her confident demeanor. The friend recited 129. She is a busy mom of two kids, working full time and taking care of family. She still made time to learn,  and recite. What dedication!

Reading Kural is all about understanding and following. I hope the Bay Area Fine Arts continues nurturing the inspiration to learn Thirukkural among the Tamil community not only in the bay area, but slowly in all of the USA and all over the world.

Friday, February 20, 2015

The far away past...



Gently frozen memories of yesterday
Refuses to thaw in harsh sunlight
Cold, hard and not forgotten
In the deepest darkest chambers so faraway
Refusing to melt vaporize and vanish
In shafts of blinding sunlight…
Sending shivers of chilled memories
Sits that far away past-